I woke up this morning looking at my lover and groaned displeased
But when my lover stirred and looked at me I smiled happily and said, "Good Morning!"
But the me inside was not the me outside.
As I made my coffee this morning I rubbed my head wondering how I accumulated so much financial stress.
My lover kissed me on the cheek and asked if I was alright. "Yeah I'm fine." I said with a smile.
The me inside is disagreeing with the me outside.
I eat my breakfast in order to be strong for school.
My brother plays with my pigtails. My sister teases me but I love my family.
I smile and say, "Daddy be okay." and continue eating.
The me on the inside is pure like the outside.
My sister so happy and lucky
I hate the life of a child as they see nothing wrong.
My family is odd and yet I accept it despite the world not liking it.
Broken households and messed up decisions as if I am the cause of it.
"Ready for school?" I was asked yet I made no response as I grabbed my bag